and I cried because
it was the best thing I ever had
and I lost it.
but you crawl out of bed
you get dressed
you go to school or work or both
you smile and talk
you don’t cry anymore
because you forget about those feelings
the heartbreak, the pain, the loneliness
and you move the fuck on
I cried because
it was the best thing I ever had and I lost it
but at least I had it
and you shouldn’t ever regret
something that once made you smile.