and I cried because

it was the best thing I ever had

and I lost it. 

gone.

but you crawl out of bed

you get dressed

you go to school or work or both

you smile and talk

you forget

and eventually 

you don’t cry anymore

because you forget about those feelings

the heartbreak, the pain, the loneliness

and you move the fuck on

I cried because 

it was the best thing I ever had and I lost it

but at least I had it

and you shouldn’t ever regret

something that once made you smile.